ES YD.

i shipped them from the very beginning. although i didn't like shin hye that much. *giggle*

been wanting to do something like this. next perhaps.




argh. why do i always stucked with the scond lead?
because it always is and had always been. 1st lead is so cliche and too mainstream.

insecure

my head was dizzy.

i felt like i was lost in the world of nowhere.

it feels like i left something behind.

maybe i should drink more water after this

sometimes i felt so not included, felt empty, isolated, greyness

as if part of me was missing

and the sad part is, i don't even know which of me part that went missing

but baby me. who am i whining to..

maybe i'm actually loss, far from Him

Allahu Allah. :'(

congratulation.

i'm happy for you girl 
who would hv thought ur highschool-liking thingys would hv come towards something as seriously as this?
it's a secret and i'm glad u let me know
at least i wouldn't be shock that much when the time comes
barakallah my dear ABLA's lovelies
like how we met up the day before when the first ABLA'S entering her 'new life' and joked who would be next
turn out to be it's u my dearie
i am more than happy
i pray He would smoothen things for u & him.
until that time, pls continue protecting ur imaan.. :)

pst: nak jd bridesmaid leh? :P heee

maybe i don't really like the songs.
maybe i just hear it because you love it.
and end up liking it.

everything you touch surely dies.

all i need

sometimes i let something not so important bugging off my mind
that i just wanna slap myself on the face, hit it hard so that i'll finally realise
in the end, none of those things matter

just breath, and survive.

and alive.

earthlings and earththings..

that very part of my heart,
if you can wreck it up open,
you'll know how guilty i am.
how miserable i am as a person
for all these times.
sometimes things are just inevitable.
but fair enough
that's just a lame excuse of mine.




my sincere apology.
to those i hurt unconsciously (or consciously).

backagain.

been wanting to come up with something new; as i 've owned new lappy now. sadly, the pre render video wasn't in impressive hd setting. thus, i cn only be happy with 480p after fully rendered of more or less than 20 minutes.

this is a sign of passion ;). don't blame me for wasting time like this. tsk.

again, pls watch in 480p video quality (which means in case u don't know, click on the gear-look at the right bottom of the utube vid, change 480p)-that's the best it can do btw.

one thing, i am never a fan of david archuleta. turns out to be this is the only most suitable bgm for parakiss scene (hiks) i've had in my playlist.    

oh and i found this one lovely fanmade vid. i've already download it-for my personal collections. someday, i'm gonna do something like this. after i fix this rendering issue, perhaps.

till next time.