empty

if there's one song im dedicating,

it would be this
.
.
and im dedicating this to you
:)

terrifying

fatal confidence

yesterday..

dr P : okay can someone tell me how does chronic DM lead to hepatomegaly

me doing short thinking and exactly after several secondss...

me : the idea is in chronic DM we hv decrease in insulin sensitivity. then this will induce liver to increase in gluconeogenesis in order to produce more glucose... bla3

dr P : so u think increase in gluconeogenesis will lead to hepatomegaly? my God. im worried of your basic physiology added up by how confidence u are in anwering somethg so wrong... 

full mind blown. pinch me hard to remind me as in to stop talking nonsense, spreading my ideas when i have the slightest doubt. luls.

kuku

kuku
i hate the ideology
that somehow someone has implanted the whole idea about it inside my brain
unintendedly
and how it lingers in my mind even at the time i hate the most
i hate the fact that how it doesn't matter to thee
and how huge the deal was to me
somehow this is burdensome
and i was trapped, suffocated
in this whole kuku thing
the most tragic part is
i could do nothing about it

kuku
something stupid that is ironically, so true

not enuff quorum. TWPUKM-UNPAD 2010

le girls.

and then there's me thinking will there be somebody who can read my nonverbal mind, understand my complete silenece & make love to my thoughts? 

time capsul

i am afraid that i might be hoarding hope
at some point
bits by bits has somehow brought whatever this is to the surface
i am worried of the reality check that will hit me through
once we've had travel far enough to that stage
and i will have no chance of looking back
rendering all those memories, reminiscing
wondering what could have been and could have not be
and  'what if' is the least I want to hear

so i keep myself safe and sound off my limit
before things are getting way too worse
and all left was never-ending regret of not dealing with this earlier
brush it off like evening breeze calmly blow the sand
nonchalantly

but still things are easier said than done
when time has stopped and punished me with that very sentence
when it was real and never a prophylaxis sanity as before
where at that moments onward a barricade has to be mounted
and primed was the only word i wished to dance in my brain

who is abam apam & OPNS?

so i would like to meet this 2 rising webtoon drawer (?) who are they?.