Thursday, April 26, 2012

sss

some
that left footprints in my heart
yet they never knew they've ever did that
it always remain secret
between me and Him

they happen to come across my life
and of course they'll never stay
but in either way, they own special part in portion of my heart
and if its ever forgotten
it depends on time and my written journey

but right now,
they're still own that special place in my mind :)

Sunday, April 22, 2012

Words

It was one month and half holiday... I knew it was a long time btw.. I hoped it is enuff to let the wind blow and for the river to flow... I hoped everything will seems normal as we return. And i can see u calmly without difficulties on my face Without wrong doings and sincere smile curved. U'll never know my hardship after all right? Heh.

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

jiwang 4th part.

for some reason i really love this song. 
(but not the kdrama.-_-)




oelmana oelmana deo neoreul
ireoke baraman bomyeo honja?



Monday, April 16, 2012

Friday, April 13, 2012

allergence avoidance.

u're like my allergen

and the best way to treat allergic is to 'avoid'

so yes.

that's what i'm doing.

allergence avoidance.


i can't wait for these to brush off like the wave wash away the shore.


Wednesday, April 11, 2012

...

cry doesn't worth a thing.
i knew there will always be reasons and hikmah behind
oh Allah, please give me strength. make it easier for all of us.

 right now it's raining.
inside and outside.
but i won't be afraid. cause i knew U will always be there.

alhamdulillah..

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

untitled

part of me is trying so hard to let go
another half of me wanting the wind and time to heal
i'm content with jealousy of something that doesn't belong to me
it was funny, indeed.

yes it was hillarious. 

Tuesday, April 3, 2012

soca. end.

melayang-ungu. kept playing, represent my heart

alhamdullillah,. soca has ends. it's not like the examination end, but soca has end. and soca represent more of half on examinations.alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah. most gracious to The Almighty for giving me this marks. alhamdulillah sesangat. dah pas pun aku sgt2 bersyukur. dan dpt markah mcm ni lagilah x terkata syukurnya aku. :') terima mak bpk famili, kwn2 yg sll doakan wa. :').

alhamdulillah. exam haritu Allah tarik sikit je nikmat, untuk bagi nikmat yang besar ni. alhamdulillah. mcm aku ckp dulu, hikmah itu hanya dapat dilihat bile kite sambungkan titik titik sequence yang ebrlaku menjadi satu gambaran lengkap. kepada sahabat2ku, malah aku sendiri, ingatlah perancangan Allah tu yang terbaik sekali. Allah tarik sikit untuk bagi kita nikmat yang lagi besar. Allah tarik nikmat sikit sbb Dia nak kita lagi rapat dgn Dia. aku ingt lagi, oke sgt loser ak ckp macam ni. the history of soca lepas aku dapt 77. so xdpt A lah. and aku tak tahu kepale otak aku pergi mane, i was like, B? B+? dunia aku mcm gelap sekejap. lepas tu alhamdulillah aku  dah kembali berpijak ke dunia yang nyata. terus aku sujud syukur. astaghfirullaladzim.. itu Allah tarik sikit je aku dah gelabah bukan baik. alhamdulillah kali ni dgn izin Allah, doa mak bpk, alhamdulillah. indah sungguh buah kejayaan yang dipetik itu.

tetapi jangan terleka. doa itu jangan pernah putus. itukan senjata orang mukmin? exam ade byk lagi. ya Allah, kurniakanlah kecemerlangan kepada kami bukan sahaja di dunia yang sementara ini, malah daerah Akhirat sana. jangan kau biarkan kami terheret dgn dunia namun jangan pula Kau biarkan kami terhina di dunia. amin.

"maka nikmat Tuhan kamu yang mana lagikah yang Kamu dustakan?"

zikir fikir.

pst: pls jgn salah faham dgn aku. hati ini hanya Tuhan yang tahu. tolong jgn salah faham kate2 aku, tolong bersangke baik. kadang2 bahasa yang aku gunakan x menggambarkan apa yang aku rasa dan fikirkan. terimakasih kerana memahami.

Sunday, April 1, 2012

jiwang 3rd part.

some of the moments and real life scene that will exist in between of your heart no matter how long times will flowand go. yet, it would never fade nor dusty.

i called it as eternity blooming flower. which the petals consist of those memories. 

i used to keep everything people gave me. and treasured it deep in my littleless heart. i used to have box to stored all those pieces of sweets moments. which i'll believe someday somehow, when my memories is declining, i've something to booster me off. cause that little moments, that pieces of junk people think of as, are the things that built me for who i am today.

tafsir my ABLA friend, aisyah gave me days back then before come to indoneisa.. i use it until now.
those from my birthday. some card i didn't hang, cz too thick. huhu.

the short note that means a lot to me. my ABLA friend.
goodluck wishes





thank you for all the sweets moments together.