Friday, September 14, 2012

like rain.

like rain, it fall and stop. and fall again.

she stand outside the circle
but still she watch inside it
there were laugh and tears.
and it was all.. beautiful. from her eyes.

and then when she didn't even realise
she was hoping
on something that wasn't true
something unclear
she got to put an end into it
but she could just stand outside the circle
she want to move out, farther.
further away from the circle but it was too beautiful that it can barely hurt her eyes.
still, she stand there watching
she spend some times
just to stand there, and watch. and not even a move she took.

there were rains and there was sun
there were winds blowing yet she stay undone
and then she realise she should not just stand outside
either to be in it or just leave it
and when she was comfortable she move into the circle
and then she realise the ugliest fact
in which whether she was there or not it will never make any difference
even if she was inside,
nor outside
it will always stay the same. 

she wasn't hurt yet she felt relieved
somehow the ugliest fact was the most beautiful path she gain 
knowing she should know it long time ago
the ugliest fact that kept her smiling
thinking how it should be done long before
and after all 
it was just like rain
it fall down.
sometimes too heavy that get one heart's cold
sometimes those downpour falling beautifully, bring calms & serene
and at one time.
 it will stop falling.



and probably will fall again. when the time meet.



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