berangan

pagi ni gua bangon tido stalk someone lepas tu berangan.

browww

hantaran kawen gua nnt nak jam tgn G-Shock kapel eh?

ingt tau G-Shock ngn G-Shock

bukan G-Schock ngn Baby-G!


pst: G-Shock yg mcm bro pakai skrg. bahahha

over convocation selfie and rohingya issue; only in malaysia

i refused to be concerned over cliche insignificant silly matter that apparently despite how unimportant it is, unfortunately it has become viral. well i'm talking about the convocation uitm selfie issue that, as if our community do not have any other better things to do, they keep on spreading what supposed not to be concerned with in comparison to the one we should have our ultimate focus on currently, our rohingya brothers and sisters. don't get me wrong. i'm honestly did not agree with what the lad did, obviously how immature he is, i could not not say that he appeared to me as someone who did not think much, who will just go for it no matter how childish the act is, without thinking how massive the consequences would be - or in better easier understandable words, pendek akal.

what has engulf me to not to not blog this is the 'punishment' the lad has to face, over his pendek akal deed.

1 or even worse, 2 years suspension from his course as a punishment, i found it tremendously irrelevant and even more, stupid. come on la. i am in medical course which needed 5 to 6 years just to obtain a degree, by that i am saying i'm still an undergraduate student. these did not include the additional 5 to 6 years i would have to face, if i were to further my career.  i knew how valuable a year could be. there are so much things to do, and to sacrifice a year just because of this so called pendek akal thingys, this is totally unacceptable. come on. we're talking about his future. this lad future. it is unreasonable to waste a year of his life just because of his one inappropriate move, which happened to taint this sacred protocol of a local university. still, don't get me wrong. let alone all those protocols. protocols are like cultures, we are doing it because everybody are doing it. and by being strange and extraordinary for not doing it, you'll be penalized. fine. penalized is one thing, but why make big fuss over it and suspend him for 1 to 2 years?

why waste his time when the embarrassment enforced with the social critics has obviously made him learnt his lesson?

as i'm viewing it in psychology medical perspective, have you ever think of what these will do to his mental state? the depression of being suspended just because of one immature deed of his?

why be troublesome and engulf one time's and years?

what so high and mighty about the protocol that it is responsible to take one's future?

isn't educational institution suppose to make the students realized their mistake and to not be doing the same mistake all over again?

i don't get it. doesn't he learnt his lesson yet?

so why waste his time?

come one people. this has gone way beyond too far in malaysia. this has to stop.

please. don't let stupidity cloud your judgement.

the beautiful rain

she has always love rain

the first roaring sound she would found intimidating, but later followed by the sweet ground aroma of petrichor

and here comes the gushing sound of fallen rain

she would stood still in front of the window and watch the cloud weeping

overwhelmed with interest and deepest tranquility

before, during and after the fallen rain

she loves everything about it

if others would choose to squiggle in the blanket, and immersed in deep sleep during the rain

she would never done any of that

rain was something she waited for and would cherished

every bits of moments, every fallen drops

each wonderful peculiar scent, 

every eye gaze to the deep blue sky when it turns grey

and the soft wind blows that never fail to accompany

then when it stopped raining

she would still love the scenery

the wet-looking road after the rain

the several tiny drops that left at the glass of window pane

as well as the humming trees and and the fallen leaves

per say, she do really love everything about the rain

.

.

.

and there was this one man

who said that rain was never a real deal for him

until he met her

1600 hour. and it's raining currently.
16/5/2015

duke 3.5.2015

si kecil itu
meraung dalam tangisan keperitan
separa faham tentang keadaan
akal mudanya dipaksa menelan
barangkali terlupa sesaat tika hatinya terleka dengan sesuatu
kenyataannya detik itu
sentiasa bertunjang teguh 
jauh di lubuk hatinya

si kecil itu
dalam umur yang masih muda
dia harus menampung segala
dalam keadaan separa faham
dia harus menerima
kedua insan paling bermakna dalam hidupnya
lebih disayangi Dia
telah pergi selama-lamanya

si kecil itu
dia harus faham
dunia ini pinjaman
walaupun kedua orang tuanya sekalipun

si kecil itu
kelak dia akan membesar
hatinya tak goyah tak lemah
jiwanya redha dan pasrah
dia bakal menjadi
yang paling tabah!

si kecil itu
usah gusar sayang
kerana aturan Allah itu yang paling indah dan bijaksana
kerana aturan Allah itu pasti ada pelangi di sebalik awan gelita
sekali lagi, usah risau sayang
kerana Allah selalu ada

kerana Dia selalu bersama.