word salad

okay, so ceritanya ak skrg tgh diligentnye menyiapkan saki baki famili case study untuk fammed ni.
simple je sebenanye. tp aku tak tau knape. to begin with, ak jarang stress tapi tgh2 buat tiba-tiba aiyak mata ni kluar mencurah2. dan aku buat benda yg ak tak sll buat, tulis dlm blog ni. weird. im so weird. even waktu aku tgh taip ni pon, air mata aku dok kluar lagi.

what? biasela tu perempuan nangis. no it's not common to me. nangis tanpa sbb. or is this the effect hormone. and yes ak jarang stress. but this time aku midly stress. why? ok this is weird but im writing this down. don't judge me this is physiological. my period has been delayed for 11 days!! okay org akan ckp, chill la. ok this so weird to me considering that i have a regular period so this 11 days of period of amenorrhea is bothering me quite big. this is my very first time, biase kalau delay pn paling lame 3 hari dan i have quite a record on that. -_________-. im so so so risau right now. i told this to my friend, they said i'd probably been so stress which brought this issue to the surface. fair enough, ya Rabb pls grant me healthiness T.T

am i  being weirdo to bring this whole thing up? did i sound weird poiting this up particularly.. ohh Lord. even now, i felt like crying. it's so weird i probably need scenery therapy right now. having said that, scenery therapy means something related to the rain, sky, stars, moon, ocean anyyythinggg will do.

okay everyone i hope you guys will never read this. this is so peculiar even for me. but but i just need to post this. i have to. in case you're wondering, no im not depress. i just have mood issue right now and im dealing it by writing all this down.

in case somebody read this, please pray that my period will return to normal and my healthiness. thank you. much appreciated

world

strange but true enough
some beings
even if you intended not to like these certain someone
you couldn't
because due to several reasons,which was simply unexplainable

but in a sense of way
if you were to look closer and deeper
of course not the fake superficial 'layer' that one might have shown you
you have to peel it off nonchalantly
sooner or later
at one point you'll eventually find that exquisite value
exist in each and everyone's heart
no matter how vague and indistinct they were
you just have to look inside thoroughly
right through the heart carefully
filled with love and positivity, without judgement or hatred

.
and then we can live in a better world
you me
and everyone

midnightoil

can't believe i still stalk you sometimes
dah jadi tunang orang pun
move on dude
ba.ha.ha.

nah here's a song i dedicated to you
so if i were to bump into you somehow
i'll get to sing this part to you



may you have a blissful marriage till jannah