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okay, so ceritanya ak skrg tgh diligentnye menyiapkan saki baki famili case study untuk fammed ni.
simple je sebenanye. tp aku tak tau knape. to begin with, ak jarang stress tapi tgh2 buat tiba-tiba aiyak mata ni kluar mencurah2. dan aku buat benda yg ak tak sll buat, tulis dlm blog ni. weird. im so weird. even waktu aku tgh taip ni pon, air mata aku dok kluar lagi.

what? biasela tu perempuan nangis. no it's not common to me. nangis tanpa sbb. or is this the effect hormone. and yes ak jarang stress. but this time aku midly stress. why? ok this is weird but im writing this down. don't judge me this is physiological. my period has been delayed for 11 days!! okay org akan ckp, chill la. ok this so weird to me considering that i have a regular period so this 11 days of period of amenorrhea is bothering me quite big. this is my very first time, biase kalau delay pn paling lame 3 hari dan i have quite a record on that. -_________-. im so so so risau right now. i told this to my friend, they said i'd probably been so stress which brought this issue to the surface. fair enough, ya Rabb pls grant me healthiness T.T

am i  being weirdo to bring this whole thing up? did i sound weird poiting this up particularly.. ohh Lord. even now, i felt like crying. it's so weird i probably need scenery therapy right now. having said that, scenery therapy means something related to the rain, sky, stars, moon, ocean anyyythinggg will do.

okay everyone i hope you guys will never read this. this is so peculiar even for me. but but i just need to post this. i have to. in case you're wondering, no im not depress. i just have mood issue right now and im dealing it by writing all this down.

in case somebody read this, please pray that my period will return to normal and my healthiness. thank you. much appreciated