final.

final's over.
but literally it doesn't. could feel my heart skipped a beat this coming friday when our anticipated result will finally come out.
still, there's this one posting i literally should go through in certain.
and for the coming years, i still hv to go thru that one particular postg again.
yeap, read me. it'S O&G
and that's for sure.
internal medicine and community medicine, i really hoped we have done the best we could do and it's enough. u'll never know until it's been written black and white on paper.
until then, u live in the world full of questions but without a fixed answer.
there's always something unanswered lingering through ur days until that very time.
and the best thing we could do now, are both dua and tawakkal.
may He make it easy for us and we finally step on 4th year and the last year without problem, without having ourselves to repeat any of the postings. may we passed with flying colours for all the posting(s) that left. Amin.

and here i am. still in the front of same old window pane.
nobody's home. the last person left several hours ago. 
i'd always enjoyed the feeling of being with myself and no one else. i can feel contented of being alone, without having to care about anyone or anything else.
well that doesn't mean i dislike company. it's just that this moment means a lot for people who really can see on the other site.
listening to my favorite mellow jam, and sometimes even pluck the string just to get into the mood.
and literally, u know u are never alone
there's always Him.

really need ur dua too, guys. pls pray for us.
thanks for every good words given.