alhamdulillah.

alhamdulillah.

'only to those who fail, are able to know the sweetness of success'

result came out yesterday. at that time, i was literally on my way back to kl. i have no idea about it until maya called. and later, several of messages came in, sharing happiness and gratitude from friedns and studymate. alhamdulillah. alhamdulillah. alhamdulillah.

i nodded happily as i knew, alhamdulillah, most of us are able to pass through it.  of course, there are several who will make it, maybe not today, but little that we know about all the hikmahs left behind. hey, Allah plan is the best of the best, right?

and then the next thing i knew, i was in the car, continuing my journey. it was dark outside and inside, my nephew and niece both are sleeping, and i sinked into deeper thoughts. of course, with a smile tinged on my lips. then the very 'talk' came to my mind, that particular talk i've always remembered.

"kalau kita mendapat sesuatu kejayaan, janganla kita merasa hebat. boleh jadi kita sebenarnya hebat disebabkan doa mak bapak kita je. doa mak bapak yang tiada hijab, dan dengan izin Allah kita berjaya.."

of course, as a human, there is sometimes that small ugly things linger in heart, staining it dark. we wouldn't want it, but we can't help it. thus, with istighfar and the thought of this phrase will pull me back down to earth as how it suppose to be. we are lucky we have parents to pray for us. who love us unconditionally. no matter what we do :') alhamdulillah for this nikmat of family and parents.

i'll never forget this. never once, never will. amin.