i never thought things are true
i've took my words lightly
i said it with smile and laughter
yes, those things sometimes bothered me
but i've decided not to care
then today i saw it all
it crushes me in & out, even right now
i was startled for a while
i couldn't even remember all my dream
and thoughts
it washed away like an ocean wave wash the shore
i know it wasn't going to end up the way i want
maybe He want me to stop all this thinking
it would take some times
but i promised i'll get through it
after all sissy did say it's going to break me
and it did.
this is it. this time i finally let go.
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