when there's nothing happen in your life
u're not happy nor sad
you feel rather..
empty
Stop letting it own you.
Let it go.
Let it go for Him and He will honor you.
He will raise you.
that is when you know u're lacking of rohaniah food inside
u've become less self motivated
and far.
and that doesn't even make u happier.
it's because you have been looking up so much
look upon those things that others get but u don't
keep whining, and hurting your timid heart
Names. We’re always looking for names.
We try to name all of it.
We think that if only we could name each chain,
they would all break.dear me, you shouldn't
look down, all below you
you've receive too much from Him compare to them
theres many dying to be in your position. your state. your condition.
Maybe I need to live between.
Between the words, the heart,
the space between earth and sky.
Maybe I could live there.
In the space between knowledge and understanding.
Between love and letting go.
In the place where it stops hurting to be so far away.
there's a friend of mine he once said,
"kadang2 aku nak setiap hari aku kecewa supaya tiap2 hari aku dpt hadir dlm setiap solatku dan mengingatiNya".
and i wasn't as strong as him.
He said, “She feels like a habit I’ll never break.”
Break.
Break, so you can break.
The strong fall so they can stand.
Fall.
like i said before. i need to just let go of those unimportant thing.
it's because i need 'dunya' too much that certain 'dunya' things are witheld from me-YM
i just need to learn to need Him, and only Him
i just need to care less.
There’s salvation in admitting defeat.
The peace of prostration.
Just stay still in that position,
With your head lowered.
Freeze.
Wait.
Stay humbled.
Wait.
Stay lowered.
Until He raises you.
well that's what i felt right now.
pst: the piece of wordsof red is from yasmin mogahed nameless. such a beautiful yet powerful words. :)
happy thursday everybody. mayy ALLAH bless.
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