the chronology.

last night we slept together. all because of fear. and at least to keep ourselves safe when we were togeteher. we did invite 2 other friends to accompany us, for at the very least we thought that the more the safer. it was all started with some weird looking man wearing blue and grey hoodie peeked through my housemate windows, and to the worst he did not bother to run eventhough she shouted at him. only after others went downstairs noticing the shout, then only he ran.

so we lived yesterday wrapped in fear and worried. we did came to solutions : all of us need to separate to other houses because staying together in this 'target house' is not the best way to solve this problem. my heart felt heavy for that, but because our safetyness is being jeopardized,  i had no other choices than to agree. then last night we slept together. frankly speaking, i kind of love that kind of thing because as a matter of fact,  i thought it was cute much to sleep together, and sharing beds (only 4 beds for 7 people). although we had to shrink our body to fit in, and not moving much because of the small beds, but i could say i enjoyed it. weird kan?and we watched thriller together too.

actually i couldn't sleep well last night. my body kept tossing left and right, and sleeping in the middle surely quite hard. i'm stucked in between juju and serry. --". i tried my best not to move much, because i'm afraid they might woke up because of me. there were several of times i'm awaked because i heard some sound. maybe it was just my feeling, but to be exact i am actually quite paranoid in this kind of thingys. did u knew that, before, i've called police just because i heard strange sound and something pushing my door? TURN OUT TO BE IT IS MY FATHER. felt i'm gonna die in embarassment when the police came to our house.
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and this morning. alhamdullilah. the thief has been captured by the satpam and also the villagers. i was busy playing wedding dash in the room when juju shouted "korang, maling semalam da kene tangkap!". quickly, i came out to see,and my friend confirmed he is the same person whom peek thru the window yesterday. and he is wearing the same hoodie today. frankly, i felt touched looking at the maling, his face was covered with blood. there were blood splattered all over the floor too. both of his hand were tied behind and he looked down, sadly. i heard he kept whispering Allah.. Allah.. when the villagers hit him. one of the man wearing orange, stand proudly beside him, using long stick to move his body, making him looked like a cat or anything i couldn't say, that tears me up. i turned my head, could not afford to see this anymore. not long after that, police came. and carry the villain, put him at the back, made his face shown to others. i stood there in disbelief. i took out my handphone to take some photographs and at the same time the police car drove in front of me, i could see clearly his wounded red face and tears rolling down from his eyes. for the second time, that broke my heart.

knew i shouldn't be some kind of weaklings over this matter but i did pity him. let's just pray he'll be given hidayah by the Almighty, and he'll lead a better life after.

"everybody deserves a second chance" -kevin crawford-