my mom real cute - no joking. ;)

examination this tuesday. i'm closing my anatomy-friendly book, moore just for a little mind & eye rest.and then i started blogwalked. and then i started typing some stuff here..

i called my mum last week. to be telling the truth, i am a kind of person whom rarely called home. since i've been chosen to continue my study in mrsm, i can still count how many times i called home. most of the reason is because of examination and also.. money. *sigh* mother said i'm a very independent person. in fact i'm not actually. rather being independent, i was actually being egoistic. i've never realised the importance of calling home, until now. until i'm futrthering studies here, struggling with some course called medicine. and then i realised, my parents are getting old. it's kind of funny during talking, when sometimes we did paused a bit, cz we've lost of words to say. it is real awkward moment. haha:). gladly i've realised that not that late. now i learn to call regularly, learning to communicate well in different kind of ways. learn to become mature and behaving like normal kind of girls. (call their parents everyday) of course i haven't come to that. but it is a relieved that there is 'no pause' in our phone conversation now. it's not that i've fought with my parents or something, its just a matter of awkwardness & unusual thing! the good sides are i am now learning to make it usual, to push away those awkwardness.

it's actually not a hard thing either.

mom's love is unexplainable, unconditianally pure.

we're talking some random things. mom's said she still sad with the breaking news of her's. i did comfort her. although i'm not good on that kind of 'comforting' things. not knowing how to further my stories, and afraid that it's gonna be a long pause (like always) , something pop up from my mind.

'mak tau ade senior wa, 2 tahun je tue dari wa nak kahwin bulan 2 ni. mereka kahwin sesama sendiri, 1 batch.'

'ye ke? dah tu macammana nak blajo tuh? dah kahwin...'

'hehe. pandailah deme.' 

i don't really know how to respond on that. a little smile might help. it's not an appropriate things for us to say either. we are the outsider btw. huhuh. and before the conversation ends, mom said..

'eiii...kamu jangan le...habiskan belajo dulu..ishk riso pulak mak.' -_____- 

mom talked in her usual perak-ians accent which brought me into a broad smile. my buccinator muscle is aching.. (over)

hehe.  mom's is a perfecty undeniable cute. she was worried i jumped into something like that. (since small, i am an unexpectable person. sbb tu mak takut kot. -.0" )of course marriage is a good thing, but when it comes to a perfect timing & space. there are many things to be considered. many! seriously MANY.

and i have nothing to talk about that. it's not a thing to be think of either,,, right now at least.:).

DMS hwaiting!! back with moore.

pst: if ANY OF U reading this post, please kindly pray for us. DMS is quite tough, heard it from seniors. jzkk =)