here i go again.

when i have so much to say. so much to write on, i ended up type nothing.

it is a complete embarrassment to let myself busy with dunya things. that will never end. 

will.never.end

so when i think again. i backspace everything.

just a glimpse. i just hope i can left my heart here in motherland .,

and take it back when it has completely settled down and neutral just before i return to bandung.

can I?