absolute beautiful.

dear Allah

i know the road is long. but make me strong.

i knew i don't get what i want, U gave me what i needed instead:)

U gave me them, i knew this is the strength i need to gain

after all, they are bunch of people U send to me so that learn some lessons

what doesn't kill one only make one stronger right?

ya Allah i pray for calmness and sabr

and happiness and heart full with appreciation
do keep me out from this unhealthy jealousy

and pls grant me healthiness too :)

sometimes it gets so hard for me

probably i see it in wrong point of view

but i never doubt this is the best 

ya Allah my dear Allah

pls content me sabr and purity

pls keep me from my insidious poisonous thinking

i get afraid of myself sometimes.maybe. most of the times.

i may look good and nice outside

but deep inside, i don't even know what kind of monster i am

:')

absolute beautiful. to infinity,