this morning, i broke down to tears. i admit that there are ups and downs, sometimes u're sad and sometimes u're not, but just now, i cried myself out. and i realised that i've been holding in too long. too long not to cry. and it feel relieved and set me up all fresh.
and then i read on fb on what happened in syria. girl 8 y.o has been raped several of times before killed, brothers sisters parent had to watch and only watch in disgust helplessly, children and adults are tortured, beaten, and lastly shot at places that can't lead to immediate death, instead they died slowly due to tissue injury, bleeding and sort..
and i felt relentlessly embarassed of myself.
what have i've been doing, crying over such little thing, screaming out i've been holding on so long, and notify that people are unfair while my brothers and sisters have been killed shot to death in syria and i've done nothing.
how shameful i was. :'(
oh Allah oh Allah, make it easier in Syria, do protect muslimin and muslimat there from the inhumanity of others. nauzubillah. oh Allah oh Allah, may Islam become stronger, and may Islam be nurtured in each other heart cz the with strong ukhwahfillah ummah, kafir laknatullah can do nothing!.
oh Allah oh Allah, only to you i hoped and pray to and non else!
amin.
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